im becoming a mama!

i went out to the bar after work with my girl the other day...my co-workers were all meeting up to hang out and just chill ..i mean shut down the bar...yeah, they are a rowdy bunch...

so i get there a little after midnight...and im ready to go about 30 mnutes later...i didnt even order a drink...

i was at the bar and all i could think about was getting home to her...








i plan on throwing up som birthday pics soon....and i bought a new laptop..i should get it early next week..i cant wait!

snatched of myspace...

What is your REAL name?: Shauna

What is your REAL age?: 26

Any kids?: nada

Live alone?: nope

Are you a lover or a fighter?: 100% lover

What is your favorite genre of music?: 90's r&b

Would you lie to protect someones feelings?: yes

Do you prefer to love or be loved?: how about both?

Who do you miss right now?: my marine and my girls

What is the greatest gift someone can give you?: their trust and their honesty

Are you a good friend?: i try to be

Are you happy with yourself mentally?: yeah, i may think too much sometimes though, but i can dig that

What would you change physically about yourself?: i would put a new relaxer in my head...way past due!

Are you gullable?: sometimes

Who is your bestest friend?: i have more than one

If you saw a person trip and fall, what is your first reaction?: depends on who fell

Are you seeing anybody right now?: yessss *blush*

Would you pick up a hitch-hiker?: ummm oh no...mama didnt raise no fool

When you see a homeless guy begging for money, do you give it to him?: if i have it, i dont carry cash most of the time

Do you consider yourself a good person?: i try to be

What is your flaw?: im stubborn and moody

Have you ever cheated on your mate?: the one i have now? not a chance...

Do you put others needs before your own?: sometimes, not often

What is the one thing that everybody says you are?: cool

Describe your personality with 1 word?: chill

What is your idea of a perfect date?: dinner at a resturant's patio, maybe a walk downtown after, followed by cuddling on the couch watching a movie

Do you have a criminal record?: nope

Ever been fired from a job?: nope

Would you help a friend fight even though she started it?: yes, but i cant fight so my friends know not to start nothing unless they are with more than just me

Do you hold your friends hair when she's throwing up?: of course

How would you tell someone that they had bad breathe?:oooh, id offer up a mint..but id act like i was getting one first and then just offer them one not to be rude

Would you bail your friend out of jail?: if i had the money

Are best friends really forever?: not all the time

Describe the perfect evening at home?: wine or champagne, a good book or good movie, music, my girls, food

Do you pick a fight on purpose just to have makeup sex?: naw, but he might like it if i did

If you could change the world, what would you do first?: peace

Can you swim?: nope

Do you like bugs?: nope

Do you stop and smell the flowers?: yeah, when im in the grocery store, lol

Do you pray?: YES

Do you knowingly break the law?: well, i will go around the store and eat candy..and i may sometimes hide the wrapper before i get to the counter...is that illegal?

Ever committed a felony?: nope

Do you like thunderstorms?: as long as im not alone they are fine

Do you curse?: like a sailor around my girls

What is your favorite past time?: talking

If you could be with anyone in the world, who would you choose?: myself

If you are in an altercation, do you throw the first punch?: i would let them hit first that way i could press charges

When you are sad, do you cry or hold it in?: ill cry

If your house is on fire, whats the first thing you'll grab?: my phone and wallet

Are you materialistic?: borderline

Ever been called a gold-digger?: nope

Are you a giver or a taker?: im partial to both

Have you ever made fun of someone?: ummm....yes

Can you love 2 people at the same time?: i believe so

Is making love and sex 2 different things?: i believe so...one can always lead to the other...

Do you agree with this saying.."Its better to have loved than never to have loved at all." sure

Are you a homophobic?: nope

Do your friends come to you for advice?: if they want a real answer they do

If I were to open the trunk of your car, what would I find?: nothing, its empty

If ur mom wanted to see the pics on your phone, would you let her?: ummmm...uhh...welll....some of them...lol

If you saw a stranger getting beat up, would you help?: i call the police

Your Motto: dont worry, it will get done...worrying wont get you through it any faster

ink on my skin....

did i tell yall i got a new tattoo?
its cute!
its on my lower back and its pretty classy if i do say so myself...
its a heart with a little somethin extra around it...
i would post a pic but the one i took on my phone show a little piece of my crack...and we dont need that on this blog...

ok thats all...for now....

is my name slim shady?

i must walk around with a look on my face that says, "hey stranger, please say some random comment to me" or maybe there is sometihng written on my forehead that says, "talk to me, I care about what you have to say"

If so...i need to work on walking around with a mean mug on or find some new face wash...
For example...at work I had to run to my car to grab some change cause I was thirsty...as I am walking back to the building a woman ive seen, but don’t even know her name..comes up to me and says, "look over there, there is a road runner up on that rock" now being the nice person I am I didn’t say "yeah so"...said "oooh really where," i even proceeded to shield my eyes from the sun and say, "oh wow look at that"...must have satisfied her because she said "yeah isnt it neat" and she walked away....for a moment I wondered if she pointed it out to me becaues I was black...like being black and living in the desert I wouldn’t have noticed a road runner by now...

Or how about...i love the security guard at work to death...but sometimes I find myself staring intently at my computer when he comes around so that I wont catch his eye...cause I swear if I catch his eye its over...ill be stuck in a 20 min conversation about car engines...which I know nothing about...I have an impala, as long as I can go fast,I got gas and no lights are blinking at me telling me I need to change something or check something...I don’t really give a rats ass...

Random people seem to find me in stores and ask me questions about products I don’t use...like I work for the company...I go out to dinner or drinks with the girls and alla sudden random people are trying to sit with us...
it reminds me of thanksgiving you cant wait to sit at the big peoples table...well thses folks just grab a chair and introduce themselves...sometimes thats cool...sometimes its not...my girl, unrestrictedgenius, over there in my blog roll, has a story about what happened to us friday night...she is nicer than me....btw, im the one kicking her chair all damn night...

Im a nice person...generally...although ive had friends tell me i need to be more sensitive...my roomie just informed me that i dont cry enough...

but im think im a nice person because I tend to indulge these random people so I wont seem rude...but dammit some days I really just don’t care...and I look back and realize I can never get those moments back..they were stolen from me...by folks I don’t know...don’t care to know...and who I will never see again...i coulda spent those stolen moments pondering the meaning of life...

I know I sound real mean or snotty right now...that’s okay...we all have our days...

Im just trying to figure out what it is about me that makes people comfortable approaching me with their random shyt...

btw...im back in the gym....ever since my boyfriend pointed out he has 4% body fat...i have felt the desire to reduce some of the fat on my frame...not too much though...
but i did this ab workout the other night...my muscles right under my breasts are aching...it also happens to be the exact spot where the under wire in my bra rests...its soo uncomfortable...im sitting at work now wishing i could take off all this hardware and let my girls dangle freely...