a lot of little things

i got to work today and three of my male co-workers that hang out with were looking at me kinda funny...one sent me an email that said i looked good today...i sent him back one that said i feel good today...one came by my desk and rubbed my shoulder (his usual greeting) and told me i was looking nice today...then he said i was looking radiant...and the other just stared, but he always does that...those guys had me blushing so hard...i dont know what it was...i didnt do anything out of the ordinary..i put my contacts in but i do that maybe once a week...i dunno they coulda just been playin aorund but thats okay...it felt good anyway...they are good guys...and i appreciate all compliments...flattery works well with me...

its not tough giving up the red meat and pork except when going to a mexican restaurant...i wanted chicken taquitos and they only had shredded beef taquitos...i miss beef tamales...i want my el pastor (pork) sincroinsadas...but pork aint poppin right now...at least i can still go get my rice milk...i LOVE rice milk...
i found that Fatburger has THE BEST turkeyburgers...i am hooked..im trying to be cool and not go there every day...especially right now cause money is tight and im trying to curb the eating out everyday...you know you spend hella money eating out everyday...

i love my playlist on my work computer....usher, destiny's child, vivian green, a little bit of tupac, angie stone, joss stone, maxwell, the love jones soundtrack, leela james, erykah badu, jamie foxx, ne-yo...and some more folks...i have hours of music on this computer...i just put it on shuffle and sit back and get to work...and if you havent experienced leela james...OH MY GOD!! she does a remake of gwen stefani's song "don't speak" that left my azz speechless...i didnt even realize it was the same song...she put some stank on it...she put this whole jazz blues feel to it...a-ma-zing!

im addicted to crystal light lemonade...the little packets...i pour the packet into my gawgeous Spelman College water jug add some water and ice and im set to do some work...and what color is my water jug...*drumroll* Spelman blue of course...yes, there is a such thing as Spelman blue (at least in my mind)...i just cant explain the color...its blue except prettier, LOL...aiight imma shut up now...

Hi Sarccastik!! *wavin* glad your back, hope the J-O-B is going great...i miss Atlanta sumthin firece...i have always wanted a loft in midtown....maybe one day...i already have it decorated in my mind...

i had ROACH in my apartment!...i have never had one all up in my area before...i had a big azz beetle in my bed last year...but i was pissed the other day...it was in my bathroom..out here they call them date palm beetles...but that was just a big ass roach...someone at work told me they come throught the pipes...OH HELL NO!!...i am a big sucker too...i am terrified of bugs...this sucker had the nerve to come into my bathroom and die...when i found it it was already dead...but i sprayed half a can of Raid on it anyway, just to make sure....then i had one of my co-workers and his girl come over after work and put it in the toilet for me...i was not about to touch it or get close....i still call my daddy when i see a spider...and he is in michigan and im in damn southern california...a good 7 hour plane ride from....but I DONT DO BUGS!!...i have this irrational fear that they are going to come back alive and attack my feet....

who saw the season premeire of flava of love? DA HELL?? the first chick beat the little chicks butt then offered her some "lip chap" DA HELL?? and the got on her knees and prayed asking God to forgive her for beating the chicks butt and then in the middle of the prayer threatened the chick with another whooping in the name of God.....DA HELL?? and then at the end ol girl decided she couldnt hold it anymore and pooped on the floor/steps...DA HELL?? and flav kept her in the house and said he respected her honesty...DA HALL?? what is wrong with the world? and what DA HELL is wrong with me for having my DVR set to record the whole season? im on crack....

and fienin for some crab legs...on an imitation crab meat budget...

i think might make some salmon patties tomorrow...

ive been missing my watermelon the past couple days...i ate all the watermelons i had in my apartment....time to stock up again....

ive been worried about bills and finances lately...gotta save, gotta save, gotta save..gotta stop buying clothes...i gotta stop worrying...it can get depressing...ive given it to God....no more worrying...im done...He will handle it...its out of my control...aint faith great? i need a t-shirt that says "Got faith?"...hmm, maybe it can be Spelman blue with white lettering...HA...anyway, i know it will all work out in the end...because i believe....*smile*