stuck...dammit...

so how do i get over writers block?

ive been yakking away on this blog and another blog of mine.....but that doesnt count.....

i feel like my ceativity is gone.....

i cant write....i feel like i shouldnt even claim to be any kind of writer......

i feel like i have no skills....

nikki giovanni usually inspirres me....so im tryin to read and let her do some magic...motivate me....

but i shouldnt need motivation right?

dammit....this sucks....

i dont feel like i should push myself, force some words out.....but i dont feel like i should be waiting around hoping some idea sparks something....

i need to be proactive....like diddy....refresh my sexy....

dunno....

im all consiptated...literally and figuratively......but some bran flakes, and an apple will clear that up...i cant stand laxatives...thats punishment...but i need one for my brain....

a brain laxative....

hmmm...

i would be a millionare....

dammit....

now im hungry....

in more ways than one...

i wanna write...i wanna write somthing that not garbage....

i wanna feel creative again....

so what do i do? i hate complainers who dont do anything to make their situation better...all they do is talk about their problems....that shoo aint gonna help solve it.....

oh shyt, thats me at the moment...

well i gotta do sumthin then...

dammit....