can i get personal??

Eyes....
do you ever just stare at yourself in the mirror?

i have always had a fasination with peoples faces...for a long while i have to admit i had a staring problem...and it wasnt that i was trying to stare someone down i was just drawn to facial features...i had to cut that out when i got to atlanta...folks dont like u staring...unless its in the club and you are making eyes at some random half drunk dude....

when i was in high school, and still to this day, although not as much, i used to draw eyes on my papers in class...it was always a big round eye with long eyelashes...i used to try and make a set of eyes but one would always look better than the other...so after awhile i just took to drawing one at a time...i never tried to make a match for it...

i love when i see children with their parents, or siblings, cause i like trying to match up facial features...it so amazing to me....a friend of mines whole family has the same eyes...from mom to son and daughter to the grandchildren...i am just in awe at how genetics work...

sometimes i wish i had that with my family, but then i feel guilty for thinking like that...my parents have been so good to me...but we are not blood, therefore, no matching eyes....and so sometimes, just sometimes, i want to meet the folks who got down and produced me...just so i can see where my features came from...

so maybe i search for eyes...hoping to find my own...and maybe i stared at faces hoping to recognize something familiar...